Bryn has the ability to evoke just about every emotion out of me on a daily basis. She can be so tender and affectionate and say the sweetest things one moment. And then she can also be defiant and sassy and rude the next. God has already used her in big ways to humble me and cause me to see my need for Him in a new way. I am weak and it is so tempting to ride every wave of emotion with her. It is pretty normal for me to feel tears of anger and tears of love for her throughout the day. Life is not dull around Bryn. She is a passionate little girl with a lot of personality and God is using her in my life to see the beauty of the Gospel and my desperate need for it!
For awhile now, when we tuck Bryn into bed she requests we sing "Amazing Grace." It has become her favorite bedtime song. I confess there have been nights that I've put her to bed exasperated and even sang the song with much frustration. But most nights this time of singing causes me to STOP and think on the gospel and how amazing His grace really is, that He saved a wretch like me! I once was lost and now I'm found, was blind but now I see! I think it is from God that He would give me Bryn and all the challenges and emotions she can bring in a day for me and then at the end of each day He would have us sing about his Amazing Grace. What a gift!

























