This morning I started a new book that I think is very timely for me called
Ordinary by Michael Horton!
You see, I've been wrestling a lot lately with evaluating my roles and time management and disciplines and priorities and things of that nature. The Lord is helping me see that these are areas that need growth so I've been trying to really think through my life and stewardship of time. On our vacation I tried to write out my roles and priorities and write out where my time is currently and typically going in a given week. Then I tweaked it with what would be my ideal....and ya know what!? There weren't enough hours in the week! Very instructive! Also instructive was the reality of how much of my life is spent on caring for the home (cleaning, meal planning, laundry, cooking...etc.) and homeschooling. In this season that's what should be taking up my time and yet I can foolishly live as if I should always being doing "more."
I should be exercising more, hanging with friends more, having younger women over more, calling extended family more, playing with my kids more, reading more, serving more......
I'm still very much in process as the Lord is helping me simply trust Him and daily seek His face and by faith obey Him as He leads me!
Back to the book. I read chapter one today called "the new radical" and already the Lord is using this book to speak to my heart. Here are a few things I underlined:
"...being in the house all day with a baby and a two-year-old is a lot more scary and a lot harder than being in a war-torn African village. What I need courage for is the ordinary, the daily everydayness of life." (the author quoting Tish Harrison Warren)
"Sometimes, chasing your dreams can be "easier" than just being who we are, where God has placed you, with the gifts he has given you."
"..the tendency of the evangelical movement has always been to prioritize extraordinary methods and demands over the ordinary means that Christ instituted for sustainable mission."
"But I am convinced that we have drifted from the true focus of God's activity in this world. It is not to be found in the extraordinary, but in the ordinary, the everyday."
"Patient dedication to the ordinary and often tedious disciplines of corporate and family worship, teaching, prayer, modeling, and mentoring have been eroded by successive waves of enthusiasm."
"If you personal relationship with Jesus is utterly unique, then it is not properly Christian."
Oh Father, give us sustainable faith in a radical, restless world!